Nonsenses

I have many, a lot...to say...to tell...to chat...
with...with...with...yoU...yOU...YOU...

recently, there are many things change around me and happen on me...
the changes make me feel scare...
is the changes good or bad for me?
PLEASE...PLEASE...please tell me...

the things i can do know is...
I DON'T KNOW!!!
I know I'm not responsible to myself when I say such words...
But...无奈，无言，无话

突访的感觉

失去很久的感觉，今天终于遇见了它两回，感觉真的很棒！
你明白那种站在人前拍掌肯定的那一刻滋味吗？
你了解那种在播音室里欢乐畅谈的那种感觉吗？
那种掌声响起，那种别人肯定，是真的很怀念。

说真的很怀念站在舞台的感觉，很怀念拿起麦克风的感觉。
来槟城也将近1年了，在这一年，我真的想了好多好多，
我曾经犹豫自己的选择是对的吗？
我曾经怀疑自己的能力是有的吗？
我曾经苦恼自己要的是这样的吗？

我曾经责问自己要的有争取过吗？
我很喜欢站在众人前带的微笑，诉说或传达自己的想法，
然后，专心聆听我的人，因为认同回予你的一个微笑，一个轻微的点头。
那种感觉会让无论多辛苦的你，都会觉得一切都是值得的…
所以对我来说“微笑”是人与人之间的一种简单的沟通方式…
因为你我微笑了，因为我心微笑了...

希望突访的您，能再次来访，不需要每一天，
只要是能再见。

I SAW meteor!!!

I SAW~~!!!!I SAW~~!!!
I saw the meteor(流星)~~~!!!
To complete my Basic News Writing News Report Assignment, I had been to Paradise Beach to interview the public....
1ST time I saw the METEOR...
It disappear so FAST, just a few second only...
I shouted so excitedly when I saw it....
hahaha~~~~
But it was not enough time for me to make a wish...
I'm now thinking...what wish should I make when I saw that...
heheh!!:P

What to do?

Is going to 3am nw...but I still can't sleep,
I try to shut down my laptop,
switched off the lights,
lay down and close my eyes...

But it is difficult 4 me to sleep,
because the brain non-stop thinking something,
something that make me upset,
make my life upside down...

I hate the feel like this...
I hate the feel back to me...
And I dun knw what to do to solve it...
I will just ignore the problems and d
o something that can make me forget it for a moment.
I know this is not the best way because it is stil haven't solve yet...

But...I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO...
I feel I'm not the one I am as before...
I felt dissapointed, I felt sad....
Where am I?

不会有的永远

你相信吗？
相信它不会永远守在你身旁，
冷落它一段时候后，它将离你远去，
虽然不是你故意的，也许你是无心，
可是它始终不会从一而终。

遥望着无际的海洋，
仰望着无星的夜空，
感觉一切都不在了。

当初为了好玩把你骗到身旁，
把你放在手上把玩的得意忘形。
从不想过你的感受，
日子久了，发现不再需要你了，
我随手将你抛开，
不曾想过你的感受，只在乎我的想法。

如今发现，我失去你了，
我在犹豫我需要把你找回我身旁吗？
还是，我重新找个新的？
你问我是真心的想要你会来吗？
说实在的，不懂...
我在犹豫，彷徨...

Assignment + Presentation

yuppee...at last i had finish my 1ST Presentation & 1ST Assignment....

Assignment-Essay with topic Internet-15 pages
wasai....is really very tough...15 pages is really many... you know? or maybe is just because I start my work late, I start my work on saturday and i finish the last 9 pages on monday midnight... that is why I will be so suffer...临时抱佛脚....
But at last I finish already in Traders Hotel while waiting my sister... This is really an unusual and unforgotten experience... Im glad n proud that I have done it well and finish...!!!!


Presentation- Introduction to mass comm
title:What he strength and weaknesses of Global Village?
Global village...read...spell...think...write...very easy rite?
I told u...That is nt easy as what u think... because u will confuse with what the differences between global village and globalisation... I and my partner, Shine, had suffered for it for LONG time.... Lecture told us that global village is an area... BUT through net info, by asking my teacher,other lecture,they say that it is not an area is a concept...

HAH??????GLOBAL VILLAGE is CONCEPT?
OR
A place or AREA in world?

Headache and CONFUSE!!!

At last we decided to believe that GLOBAL VILLAGE is a CONCEPT.... YEAH!!!we decide correct and had a not bad presentation yesterday(9/11)... I say 'NOT BAD' because I shy to say it is 'GOOD'... wakakaka.....:pAt least I satisfied our presentation and glad that I have a good Partner... He really did good in the QnA section... He good in thinking and answering and explaining... I really "waaahhhh..."...hahaha....

And....I also happy that teacher say about my SMILE...
paiseh....hahahahah....

GOOD FOR THE YESTERDAY=MONDAY!!!

Just write for FUN

NOW,7 November 2009 2a.m.
jux finish doing research for my Monday's assignment
erm...stil hav a lot...a lot to write...
but...now...really cnt tahan dy...
flu is here...assignment is here...presentation is here...
hav their accompany really not BORING...

erm...jux nw chat with my ex-schmates...
i know they are facing prob,bt hope all will fine after 2mr...

and somemore i wan to say is....
errr........GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE~~~
Muackzzzz........

安息吧！

放工了 抬头
圆圆的明月挂在异乡黑夜中
你们那怎样了？
有明月吗？还是下着毛毛细雨？

今天下午我打开着电脑,
准备着那繁重的assignment,
小强msn的呼唤唤醒了我，
他的一句话更让我….
“张文彬去世了…”
什么？我看着荧幕的字眼，
我不敢相信，我来回的看，再三确定。

我的心情…我的脑海…
怎么了？
好像那瞬间都停了…
脑海中不断翻开与他的回忆…
有吗？
有！可是很模糊！

刚考完PMR的他，同校了2年，
2年里，记忆中有他站在舞台上高唱，
无论是在新春晚会，校庆，还是比赛…
2年里，我们虽然不曾有过熟络的交谈，
至少我们曾经擦肩而过，曾经点头微笑，
曾经玩笑清谈…
可是这些曾经只能是曾经，不能重演…
还记得毕业典礼上，你为我们演的农夫，

是你这个农夫带给我们每一朵向日葵希望。

我问自己，何时见你最后一面？
我真的不懂，或许去年毕业典礼，
或许今年8月回家乡回母校时我们曾经碰面…
但这些不重要，重要的是你曾经在我生命中出现…

6点的时候，接到琪琪从霹雳打来的电话，
我们两个在交谈的5分钟，几乎都是无言…

他的离去让我不尽觉得好久没有联络远方的朋友了…
亲爱的朋友们，你们一定要好好保重自己了…
文彬，安息吧！